Cheesecake does that to people

So, me and the "gang" went to see I Am Legend last night
and it's slightly depressing. It reminded me of Human
Faustus just because it focuses on viral vectors and the
possibility to cure disease with a potentially dangerous
virus...however, as always, it backfires. People go crazy.
There is blood, death, and insanity. I would recommend
it if you are into the scientific kind of movies or suspense-
thrillers. Otherwise, steer clear of it. You'll only cry.
But if you decide to go, you are guaranteed to have fun
with the friends.

And I'm pretty excited right now. I just have a feeling that
things are going to work out this year. I don't know how I
can feel at ease...maybe it's my friends, or the weather,
or even music, but there is an easiness within me. I like it.
I really like where things are going. :D

I'm off to yet another great day. Just wanted everyone
to know that life is going very well at the present.

End.

La di da...

I'm in love. As usual. This time I love the soulful
Jack Johnson. *sigh* After a fun-filled, fast-paced
day-o-shopping with the girls, I am relaxing in
the pjs with a cup of coffee..listening to my
new-found lover. I'm really happy with life right
now...it could always be better, as it could be worse.
So I think I'll stay content with the easiness of this
moment.

Oh thank God for music and shopping. :D

End.

Another year older...

and this year's birthday rocked.
I had loads of fun with my friends.
There were only a few bumps in
the road...such as drama being
started...but you know, as bad as
it hurts, I have to get over it at
some point. So, my birthday took
the place of the idiotic drama. :D
Well, we filled the insane void with
some amazing Jonathan Larson
music: aka RENT and Tick Tick Boom.
Oh, and chinese and fazoli's.
And 19 is no different than 18. It's
just another birthday to look forward
to and once it arrives, realize that life
is full of dull birthdays and you are
lucky to have five fun ones after the
age of 14. :D I'm a bit jaded I guess.
Atleast there are four more amazing
birthdays to go. :D

♥
End.

Love Pt. Duex

In response to the blog I posted earlier today, M. Night
Shyamalan and Tim Burton might be two of my
favorite directors. Watching both of the geniuses work
today reminded me just how amazing their movies are.
I hope my generation produces equally talented directors.

Just so the world knows.

End.

Love.

Is it bad that I'm in a wierd situation
yet again with my grandparents? My
mom had to get Pop a birthday gift,
so now Gma and Pop are going to come
over on my birthday to deliver one for
me and maybe Mom. Gosh. I don't want
to deal with this. Ek.

Oh well.
I love being lazy once in a while....
like once every six months. So, I'm
camping out at home all day, watching
great movies, and relaxing. :D I live for
having movie days/nights. I'm listening
Amos Lee, the world is beautiful, and my
mom and I are going to be alone at
la casa until 4:00. That means tons of tea,
sweat pants, slippers, fleece blankies, and
a movie marathon. :D

♥ I love movies! ♥

It's gonna be a great day.

Maybe I can get some friends together at
someone's house and continue the
world's longest movie marathon.

I have a feeling i'll forget my petty little
problems in life today. I love when that
happens.

♥ End. ♥

Chapstick, Chapped Lips and Things Like Chemistry

"And you promised me (that you believe)
in time I will defeat this
'Cause somewhere in me, there is strength"

Wow. This is potent stuff. Someone believes that
I can actually make it through things....that
little ol' me has some spark of strength deep down.
This is comforting. If God believes that, then who
am I to doubt? You know? Maybe I can make it
through anything. (With help though)

This song doesn't really apply to me right now but
as of a few months ago this song could narrate my
life. I realized that I am a person, with countless
weaknesses, and a few strengths. I can't stand on
my own. No one can.

And the moon is staring at me. I think I shall move
Mr. Moon to face another wall. O.o
(Corrina and I went halfsies on an auction last night
and I took the moon while she took the sun from
Three Cuckholds. :D)

And tonight was glorious. I love to just hang out with
the friends in a relaxed setting. Christy and the SMs
are amazing. Plus, I enjoy holiday parties. I'm really
happy to be where I am in my life. I wouldn't
change it for the world.

Oh, Sam is back from boot camp! <3 I've missed him
so much. A girl can only go a short time without her
original SM bud by her side before life kicks her in
the face. He came over today and I was speechless,
which is truly odd. He's amazing. I hope that life
treats him well. Sam, keep being good Sammy Sam. :D

"Chapstick, Chapped Lips And Things..." ha! I soooo
remember this song from like sophomore year. :D

Corrina totally informed me that there shall be a Theatre
Dept. Prom this year. Guess who got her beautiful
non-prom-dress today? Oh yesh, your favorite Minda.
Now for a date. hmph. Oh well, things will work out.
I'm optimistic.

Now for the perfect end to a perfect day: a good long
cuddling session with my new penguin blankie and a
good long slumber.

End.

Ignorance

This poem got me to thinking this morning....

Philip Larkin - Ignorance

Strange to know nothing, never to be sure
Of what is true or right or real,
But forced to qualify or so I feel,
Or Well, it does seem so:
Someone must know.

Strange to be ignorant of the way things work:
Their skill at finding what they need,
Their sense of shape, and punctual spread of seed,
And willingness to change;
Yes, it is strange,

Even to wear such knowledge - for our flesh
Surrounds us with its own decisions -
And yet spend all our life on imprecisions,
That when we start to die
Have no idea why.

Everyone is ignorant in some way. Life is just
figuring out one thing at a time. We're all on
the same page, really.

Kinda good to know.

:D

End.